*sets down their breakfast, chuckles watching them eat*

*heads back up the stairs, tucking a strand of wet hair behind my ear*

*sits down at the vanity, pulls a face at myself, giggling a little*

*opens up my journal*

Today has to be better. I don't know if I can make it if its not.

*sighs*

I feel so lucky though, even as bad as yesterday was, when I started to feel better, Nick did everything that he could think of to make me laugh and smile. Somehow, he always can.

Him holding me always helps too. Just having his arms wrapped around me, pulling me close to him. It just makes me feel so very safe and like nothing is wrong with the world. I love that when he holds me I feel so protected and at peace.

*shakes my head*

Yeah, I'm weird that way. Height wise I'm not that much shorter than he is. But he's big..big arms, big chest, big legs. *blushes* It just makes me feel very feminine. I feel like he just envelopes me. It is a very strange thing to me. But I love it.

*looks over what I just wrote, shakes my head*

Obviously, I am still feeling a little out of it this morning. Not making any damn sense to anyone other than myself. And that's ok.

*smiles to myself a little*

I love him so much, he makes me so happy. No matter what, I know that we are there for each other. To make sure that everything will be better than it was.

*closes my journal, starts to finish my makeup*